Personal poetry: Here comes that little girl

I haven’t written in a long long time. I’ve always loved to write and I haven’t written anything since my book in 2005. It’s insane. But sometimes it takes time, and now I feel very inspired. So here goes, my first piece of writing since ‘Snow in May’. Hope you like it. It’s quite personal, and I came up with it today on my way to school. I have found the last programming course to be a real personal challenge since there are a lot of things happening right now. Here comes that little girl Here comes that little girl again, I’m certain that I told her not to come here anymore. We had our time, she and I, But at some point I had to close that door. Here comes that little girl again, All her insecurities unfolded for all to see. Doubts and fears, jealousy and naivety, Such a bad look she forces upon me. I know I’m being a fool, pushing her aside is wrong. Nonetheless I do my best to Hide it Fake it Make it But who knew she could be this strong? Here comes that little girl again, I thought she was well hidden inside of me. I had it all figured out and planned so well - She must have found a crack and broken free Don’t know where I stand, but I know where she stood So instead I push: a little harder, a little further, do little murder. And maybe then she will be gone for good. Here comes that little girl again, A part of me I hoped I had left behind, Doubts and fears, jealousy and naivety, Briefly corroding my mind. So excuse me if I don’t seem the same Here came that little girl again - And she is the one to blame.

Personal poetry: Here comes that little girl

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